My Dog

I don’t know if all of you know, but I have an amazing dog. His name is Phantom. In fact, here’s a picture of the lovely beast:

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Now I’m sitting here thinking about things I’ve had for more than 5 years…

I recently went through all my clothes, and I got rid of about 6 things that I’ve had for more than 5 years! I can’t believe it!

More than 5 years… I was thinking about how I’m now 25 years old and how incredibly strange that feels. I can remember being 8 and thinking to myself, “What am I going to be like when I’m 25?” I had this whole plan in my head, like I would be planning my wedding and getting ready to have kids in 5 years. I saw myself as being incredibly together and always knowing exactly when my bills are due and having a whole schedule for my life that I consistently lived by…

Holy crap, was I ever wrong!

Here I am at 25… I run screaming from the idea of marriage, and the thought of children is so far out of my realm of possibility that I’m surprised I can even visualize the concept. I’m perpetually scattered and always a little surprised when I get the second notice of an unpaid bill. It’s funny, I really thought that being on the planet and having “things” for a long period of time would solidify my person… You know what I mean?

Would somehow help me to find permanence in myself, because after all, I’ve had this tank top for 7 years… Anyone who can do that must have it all together.

The truth is I think my dog is the most sane and concrete thing in my life. Without him and his calm and slightly goofy demeanor, I don’t know if I would be able to remember what that feels like. He is the one thing that has been unbelievably steadfast and trustworthy for the last 6 years of my life. He has been my best buddy. I adore my furry friend. So nice to feel like I have one thing I’m committed to no matter what. I know it’s not the dog that provides this for me and that it is all something I create in myself, but I guess what I’m saying is that he sure is a good reminder that sticking to one thing for a long time really does have its rewards. I don’t know if this is making sense, but I just thought I would invite you into my brain for one small simple blog entry.

Phantom– a girl’s best friend.

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  • http://www.aksoulmates.com Misslane

    Hey finally you hear my advice of writing about Phantom hehe.
    I adore your dog Allison!!! but I saw a photo of you and a mixed golden…. is your pet too???
    So, the best friend I have in my life my golden retriever.
    her name’s Lois (hehehe) and she is 2 years.
    Here you can see the photo and the web about her:
    http://www.loismygirl.com

    well… I have no words to discribe the feelings about her.
    I love her so much and enjoy spending funny times with her.
    We use to run near of the beach (because I am trainning for National Police), we also go to Agility Club near of our town and she loves that, because she loves running and play with me and with my fiance Ann.
    I think that I couldn’t live without her and she always makes me smile even I am sad.
    When I am sick she stays near of me, and when I am happy she is too.

    I had got my driver license last week and we are planning a lot of trips with Lois.

    Do you know?? when you think of when you were 8 and the thoughts you had when you were a children, you can check that a lot of dreams came true but another plans you had in the past, they are quite different now.
    When I was a little girl I thought that when I was 26 (my age)
    I’d be married with a handosme guy and I’d be to the university and these things.
    and now, hehehe, I think my life is quite different hahahaha. because I haven’t gone to the university, I am a soldier now and well about the handsome guy hahahaah, my fiance is a gorgeous girl haha and I am very happy with my life.
    Because of this you can’t plan anything because you don’t know for certain what will happen in the future!!

    ps: I hope to see more phamton photos, I mean, a trip with him or playing wth him… it’s more allison!!
    take care girl

  • http://www.petersoma.de Joscha (Germany)

    Hey,Alisson!
    You are a great person,that you told us your senses is very great.
    in the summer i will be 30 years old,and i think where are the years gone???
    i realized you so good.
    pets are great at this time!
    best wishes from germany,
    joscha!

  • http://mwww.flogao.com.br/milkanedyane MILKA from BRAZIL

    Hello Ally,

    I know exactly what you mean. We use to create ideas about our future. But things never happen as we imagine.
    I mean, I’m 23 years-old, I’ll graduate this semester (public relations), and I work as a probationer to an enterprise in the marketing area.
    But I come from a small town and when I was a child I never thought that I’d go to an university someday!
    We need to take chances, and try new things, always!
    Take things as they come, and never be scared of what tomorrow may bring!
    I don’t have a dog, but I have so many amaizing friends, who are always there when I need them! And that’s all matters!

    I’m a big fan of yours!

    beijos de todo o Brasil!*
    (kisses from all Brazil)

  • Claude

    Allison,
    A seven year old tank top is nothing to worry about. I have clothes and shoes (a tux and dress shoes for sure, and probably a few others) that are older than you!
    Phantom looks like a great companion and friend.

  • Cheekycrissy

    Right now i live in an apartment where i can’t have a dog (its communal and i mot allowed any pets in the building) So for now its just visiting my mons two adorable lasserabtso’s (they’re liks Shitzu and i don’t even think i spelt the name right…they just tiny dogs that you can fit in a handbag easy) Their names are Lucy and Apollo, Lucy is gettin older now and she don’t wanna play anymore.. i’ll throw a ball for her to go get and she just looks up at me and says ‘Hey, YOU go get it, I’m goin back to bed!’

    Apollo on the other hand is younger more energetic and ALWAYS wants to play. And i LOVE how dogs greet you from the moment you walk through
    the door, like a bunch of exciteable kids like somethin out of the flintsones with ‘Dino’ lol Its a really nice feelin to be appreciated and they’re not even human!

    Phantom looks cute BTW :D

  • lfeszetddybr

    Time has a way of sneaking up on us, and I can understand what you are saying about having things from the past. I have many things from over the years, and even a few things from my childhood (which seems so long ago). I am not where I pictured myself so many years ago, but I am still alive and around family and friends, so am satisfied.

    Your dog is very beautiful, and seems a loving companion. I have a dog named Patches whom I have had now for six years and raised from just a few days old… she is a important part of my life, and it seems funny to me that animals so freely give their love, when we humans must constantly struggle to earn this emotion from each other.

    I wish you many more happy years with your friend and companion Phantom, just as I hope we can continue to watch your beautiful visage on the small screen for many years to come.

    Take care and be well Allison.

    Bruce

  • Heather

    Your dog is beautiful! Aren’t animals the best! Everyday when I walk through the door of my apartment and see my cat come running, I get the biggest smile on my face. Her name is Desi, and for the last 3 years, she has been providing me with joy, smiles, laughter, and stories. Sometimes I think she is absolutely insane, which makes me love her all the more. She plays non stop and will even do flips when she gets really excited. It’s hilarious! What a sense of humor and relief she brings to my life :) And, it never hurts when I’m having a down day and she jumps up and rubs her head against mine, almost as if saying, “It’s alright…I understand.” So weird, but I’m so thankful for it :)

    This entry makes me want to go through my entire apartment and search for things that have been consistent in my life haha. I am more than sure that if I went through my closet, I would have a large pile of things I have had for years and don’t even wear anymore. I don’t know why they are even there anymore…perhaps I’m a pack rat haha. And, I definitely know that there are many items throughout my apartment that have been consistent throughout my life since I left home for college 7 years ago haha. The one that sticks out the most, off the top of my head at least, is my guitar (however I would not change that for anything in the world!) It’s funny how something as simple as the sight of my guitar (his name is Micah…I know naming a guitar is kind of weird isn’t it!? haha!) sitting on the stand when I walk through the door everyday, is able to instantly make me feel at home. I’m so glad for that feeling. It’s an incredible feeling to be able to just pick up that guitar and literally play all my worries and troubles away.

    When I was young, I never pictured myself being 25 years old, single, sitting at home alone on Friday and Saturday nights, pouring my thoughts and feelings into the strings of a guitar. I’m not really sure what I invisioned for myself exactly. I always knew that music was a huge part of my life and that’s what I wanted to do in some way (because after all, putting together all of those shows and musicals when I was little can’t go to waste! haha) but I guess part of me always thought, “25! That is so old! I can’t even think about being 25!” Looking back on it now, 8 years old seems like SO long ago. I guess things change slightly as we get older, but I’m not sure I would change anything that has happened over the years. As simple and un exciting as my life can be at times, I love it and am thankful for each and every day.

    This is a great blog and I think you are such an inspiration. Thank you for sharing your thoughts with us, and for allowing us to share ours with you :) You rock!

    Heather

  • Jacob

    Dear Allison,

    I recently sat down 2 months ago and started watching all of the smallville episodes and I now feel compelled to tell you that you are clearly one of the strongest actors in the show. I am certain that without you, the show would be lacking in originality.

    Just wanted to commend you on your fantastic acting abilities. I look forward to watching how your character is developed and how you will play the part.

    Cheers,

    Alan

  • Luca

    Wow… this entry is awesome.
    And your dog is awesome too!

  • GeaN

    Hey Allison!

    You’re incredible! and also human hehe… like… watching you all those years on Smallville, i could never believe you can read this, you know.. it’s pretty cool of you share your thoughts to your fans, showing the human behind “Chloe Sullivan”, I appreciate that.

    By the way…

    “I run screaming from the idea of marriage”

    That’s really funny. xD

    xoxo

    GeaN

  • Lydia

    When I started my medical studies seven years ago I thought at the end of my study I would be “all grown up” and I would have the self confidence and knowledge to treat patients without a doubt of my abilities…ok, I have the theoretical knowledge by now (just learning for my exam in two month) but treating patients on my own responsibility- the very thought of it really freaks me out! How can people take me serious as their doctor…I’m just 26 and I don’t have any work experience…?!
    But…I think I have to rise to the challenge, just enter working life and do my best….
    Luckily I always have the support and trust of my sister and my parents… I don’t know what I would have done without them during the last years!

    It’s great that you share your thoughts with us and Phantom looks really fluffy and dependable…a nice dog :-)

    Keep smiling :-)
    Best wishes from Germany!
    Lydia

  • http://www.daybow.com DavidHayes1956

    Awesome, tolerant, understanding …

    http://www.daybow.com/images/Phantom_Comment.jpg

  • Neil

    I have a dog also who is my best friend. I’ve had her since she was 8 weeks old (now 11 yrs old). She’s a Maltese/ Poodle mix and nearly all white, and a fluffyfur ball. Hence her name : COTTON.

    She’s the best dog I’ve ever owned. She’s silly, faithful, loving, and loyal. She gets so excited whenever I get home that she runs laps around the dining room table (LMAO).She’s fun to play with. She stays by my side when I feel sick or down. She follows me wherever I walk in the house. There are down days when I talk to her and she wags her tail. It makes those days feel much better. He favorite thing to do is go “BYE BYE” (ie short road trips). I’m so glad you’re a dog person, too.

  • Daniel

    “We’ve got to hold on to what we’ve got, and it doesn’t make a difference if we make it or not.”

    It’s amazing to have something, usually the only thing, that has been with us for many years. During the last 7 years I’ve seen countless people come and go. And less than a handfull is still present. And it’s also wierd to think how, maybe the only reason why those special people stayed, was because YOU stayed.

    You’re pup Phantom is great looking. Seems like he is a great companion. =]

    Take care Allison.

    Daniel

  • ThisTimeIGotIt

    I am afriad I never had a dog. Though I have had pets. It is wierd when you stop and realize how long they have been there for you, and that is what that do, be there for you. You might have heard this before, but it is true ppl with Dogs are even other pets live longer happier lives. (and I know I am the best speller around)

    Wh

  • Carlos Eduardo

    Hi Alli!, this one goes for your Phantom:

    Phantom, before this blog entry, I didn’t know how important you are on Allison’s life. You’re awesome!

    Thank you for giving her trust and calm. Thank you for making her smile and laugh. And specially, thank you for being her best friend. You are one-off!

    Bravo Phantom, you are not a dog, you are “THE DOG”! :D

    Bye Phantom! :D

  • http://www.petersoma.de Joscha (Germany)

    Hey,Alisson!
    You are a great person,that you told us your senses is very great.
    in the summer i will be 30 years old,and i think where are the years been gone???
    i realized you so good.
    pets are good friends in this time!
    best wishes from germany,
    joscha!

  • mikefromutah

    I thought I’d stop by and say hi, And to tell you i’m a HUGE fan. I’ve been following your career since Smallville, I know this has nothing to do with the subject but, I think your doing a fanfuckingtastic job, Keep up the great work. I’m still trying to get a part on the show, So hopefully I might see you soon, If not then i hope to hear from you. Have a great day.

    Sincerely
    Mike from utah

  • http://www.myspace.com/raenter76 BeccaE

    I have a dog, and if you go to my myspace, you will see him. He’s a boxer named Drake. He is a really smart dog, but soooo stubborn. He’s just like my husband, no matter how many times I tell them no, they go and do it anyways, lol. I also fully appreciate the ‘where am I now’ feeling. A part time security guard with no college education is not where I wanted to be. But then I am to shy and nervous to do what I really wanted to do. So, I do with what I have. It has it’s rough spots, but it’s good. Love ya.

  • http://www.daybow.com DavidHayes1956

    … and HELPFUL … going above and beyond the call of duty!

    http://www.daybow.com/images/Phantom_Comment_2.jpg

  • http://www.daybow.com DavidHayes1956

    A Phantom Haiku:

    Doggie Devotion:
    Given without condition.
    Worth beyond measure.

  • http://gabiandrade.blogspot.com Gabriella Andrade

    my dog’s name is Spyke; and I think that I know what you mean.
    I just love your thoughts and how you write them. This just shows how you are a ‘normal’ person too.

    Well, sorry about my english… I’m still learning.
    and that’s all.

    kisses a lot from Brazil !!

  • http://notesfromthecouch.blogspot.com/ Therapeutic Ramblings

    Nice blog. It is odd how we can look at something as benign as clothing and draw so much from it. I posted awhile back about this very thing.
    Relational Laundry

  • Marilyne

    Yeah!!!! the Writers’ Strike finally came to an end…now let’s hope they agree on the new convention..5 more episodes of Smallville, great!!

    This blog is so amazing, you answered to some of the questions I asked in the survey ;P

    Marilyne

  • AnnK

    Ok, so I noticed that you added 4 more blog icons on the top of the page. HOW IN THE WORLD DO YOU KEEP TRACK!!! I have 3 and I don’t even keep track of those. ha ha!

  • AnnK

    Oh yeah…on top of those blogs is the College Student website and Juicy Peach. hm…hope you got someone like Tabby for all of those.

  • ziggyfly

    hi allison and every1. i wrote on here on this blog but must of messed up lol cause i didnt submit it. i like this blog and i like the fact that everyone keeps things still. when i was first born the doctors told my mom and dad that i only had 24 hours to live. so my parents went to a drug store in the hospital they found an E.T. doll they put it by my bed and i will be 26 years old this year lol.. i call him my good luck charm. i still have him and when ever i go to surgeries or doctor appointments i still bring him along :) …. well thats all i wanted to say. in case u see doubles of me my bad then the submit worked lol and ur dog phantom is cute allison. l8z

    Gilles :) xo

  • Dave

    Here I am, almost hitting 30, and I have to say Allison, it never gets easier.

    Don’t run from marriage. Marriage is a sacred, intimate connection between a man and woman, who find there is no reason to be apart. When you find that special man, instinct will kick in, and you will never imagine being with anyone else. I only hope that someday, I find that woman who will be the same for me.

    Stay open to the possibility of children. Children are the stuff of heaven, and the most rewarding gift to anyone’s life who is blessed by them. Coming from someone who at times is melancholy at the fact that he hasn’t become a father yet, realize that continuing the human race is why we are here. Have children when you are ready and prepared mentally to do so. So many people forget that.

    Having a dog certainly helps though. They’re so loyal. :)

  • Gosha

    Categorically welcome all. About brothers our less I can say a lot of what. I had a dog, called his Count. I found(in a trash tank!!) him in the street, yet by a puppy. Just borning, defenceless creation was aborted on a street(in winter) to perish! Well and who of us beasts?? When he grew, began to turn grey, while did not transform from thickly-black, in grey spanielya. And then he escaped. I was about eight years ago then, so I did not cry a long ago. As the saying goes, an owner is which, such is a nurse-child. “We are responsible for those, who was domesticated”(quotation from the “Little prince”) I tried, but apparently not so as it is needed it was. A friend Ellison, apparently very kind dog, so it seems to me.

    Well as though said everything. Sayonara=)

  • litew8

    Become a Conservative, you’ll feel better about yourself. 3/4 of the things you say sound conservative, the other 1/4 Liberal. The 1/4 is messing with your thoughts.

  • litew8

    Looking at the photo, something seems wrong with it. Can’t tell if that is suppose to represent blood on your arms and the dog’s legs or if it is suppose to signify something else. Must be liberal tendencies.

  • http://www.daybow.com DavidHayes1956

    litew8,

    Just a liberal dose of hair dye … as shown earlier:

    http://www.daybow.com/images/Phantom_Comment_2.jpg

    Hmmm. A Dog Blog. And idea that’s sure to catch on better than Cat Chat did.

  • daniela

    Allison te acho uma garota sensacional, observo o seu trabalho a 7 anos e comecei a torcer pelo chlark no episodio da segunda temporada rush confesso que ja chorei por vocês varias vezes e acho que o chlark merece uma chance de estarem juntos pelo menos em um episodio e aguardo isso a oito anos eu e um milhão de espectadores no Brasil, bjos e abraços de Daniela email dafsilva2005@hotmail.com

  • http://www.lizmoser.co.uk Elizabeth M

    25 years old – its like this magic number. You are leaving your early twenties and the next landmark you are facing is 30 and you mind just starts racing with thought of “oh my god I should be grown up now.” I will be 26 next month so even closer to 30. Many a times this month I have mused on the “am I where I thought I would be at 25″

    I wanted to be successful, with a good job. That’s all I think I really wanted and maybe my own place. I have that job…its finacailly secure, I am seen as being a “fast track” employee, I am getting paid well, but it turns out thats not what I really want. I am not happy in my job, and I sometimes wonder how I got here…I think may have spent too much time chasing the dream that other people wanted for me….trying to me the expectations I feel were pushed upon me but friends, teachers etc. My parents never expected anything of me, yet I have spent my life trying to be a successful person – for whose happiness I don’t know.

    I’ve moved 3 times in 24 months chasing something, and I still can’t decide what I want…nevermind think about kids and marruage. I couldn’t even date a guy for 2 months without needing my own space.

    I think I need to start making some decisions and really sticking by them…I am just scared to make the wrong ones :S

  • http://www.daybow.com DavidHayes1956

    Want in on a little secret? Kryptonite causes animal mutations too! Look here:

    http://www.daybow.com/images/Phantom_Comment_3.jpg

  • http://www.daybow.com DavidHayes1956

    … I always thought it was because she was a “fan of Tom” … “FanTom” … “Phantom”

    Well, now I know different … thanks to that picture from Allison Mack Offline.

  • Ksenia

    Allie, I feel just as well about my dog, Irzhik. He’s been with me for 12 years and I’ll be grieving my heart inside out when he’s gone. I had his older mentor-dog that had been with me for 15 years but he died 3 years ago. They both were and are my touchstones. These creatures are blessed with deeper and unconvential understanding. They just know.

  • vanyi

    allison,
    hi! you posted a lovely picture. your dog it’s really nice.
    abaut what you say of all this stuff of marriage and children… well I think you have the right age to get married and have kids… you don’t fell ready now… but let’s face it, you won’t ever fell ready. the things will just get in you way….

    you will recieve everything with a smile… i’m sure abaut it.

    kisses…

  • Pospola

    Hi Allison!

    This is funny, I have just finished my drawing of you with your dog Phantom! :) But when I started to draw it I had no idea, that you have write this article about him! :D I have seen Phantom, when he was a puppy (you have showed a photo of him in an old interview) he was sooooooo CUTE and he is STILL CUTE! He is a lovely dog! :)

    Allison, you are a fantastic actress and a fantastic person :) You are my star number one ;)

    ps: I’m sorry, if I have some mistakes in this text, because I’m from Czech Republic, so I can’t speak so good English…

    Pospola

  • Olushola

    Happy Valentine’s Day dear Allison! I bumped into your site today. Coincidence ? I watch Smallville because of you. Hope you will read this message!

  • litew8

    DavidHayes1956 Said:
    February 14th, 2008 at 6:41 am
    litew8,
    Just a liberal dose of hair dye … as shown earlier:
    http://www.daybow.com/images/Phantom_Comment_2.jpg“

    What are you talking about DavidHayes1956?
    Out of all seriousness, what does the picture mean?
    Allison, you should provide a little history when posting perplexing pictures. Wouldn’t want visitors getting the wrong idea.

  • alfonso(barcelona)(spain)

    Hey, Sorry bat my enghis is very bat. I like Smallville and you actuaction. Bay

  • http://www.daybow.com DavidHayes1956

    And I understand that Phantom always has a friendly greeting when people come to visit!

    http://www.daybow.com/images/Phantom_Comment_4.jpg

  • http://www.daybow.com DavidHayes1956

    … news item today. Psychologists have noted a new mental condition worldwide among young males. They’ve named the condition “Phantom Envy.”

  • bourdieu

    25! I think at 25 one should probably talk to one’s parents about the travails of adulthood and life-paths and so forth. They might chuckle and reassure but are probably just happy that their baby has made it that far in one piece.

  • Deacon

    Allison,

    Total stranger offering advice about children. Isn’t that great? I knew that’s what you wanted.

    So here it is: Someday (maybe it’s already now…what do I know?), there’ll be this young man. And you’ll think he’s interesting and funny. And you’ll like the way he laughs at your lame jokes, or the way his nose wrinkles when he’s happy, or the way his eyes light up when you enter a room, or the way your fingers and his fold together when you’re holding hands, or the way your heart stops when he says your name, or something. Again, what do I know?

    And you’ll think to yourself, “If only there were more people like him in the world. It would be perfect.” And at that moment, the idea of children won’t be so scary.

    So take that for what it’s worth, from a celibate under vows.

  • Heidi

    I swear you are describing my life in this blog entry, except for the part about Phantom. I too am 25. I always thought I would get married soon after high school and have kids by now. However, as I look at my life now, I don’t even want that at this point. Sometimes I think I should feel guilty for thinking that way, because most of my friends are married, with kids, and the others want to be. I can’t even fathom having kids right now.
    I want this time in my life to be about getting to know who I am, as me.

  • Beth James

    I don’t have the luxury right now of being able to say that I have one stable thing in my life, but I can definitely understand it.
    I hope that when I’m 25 and things aren’t turning out how I always planned on them being (since there’s a 95% chance they won’t) I have something that keeps me from completely losing control of everything.
    That scares me some.
    The future and all that, I mean.

  • Bouroux

    Hi Allison.

    I had 50 years last December 30 and it is in these last 25 years that everything is played. At the age of 25 I finished my studies and I was at my future wife for 2 years. I bought my first car at 25 and 3 years later it’s the wedding. In my youthful dreams I had 5 years late. At 33 years old, I became the father of an adorable daughter.The ideal is to do things when you are ready not because the others do.

    We are in a world of change. A computer after 2 years is exceeded.
    You are in a world of innovation, where the status quo is not an option.
    You like to bite the juicy peach.
    The important thing is to do things his best and never have regrets
    At 25, you are an amazing actress. We are lucky to know you and we hope that the rest of the world know you as an actress and as a person.
    More than 50% of my clothes have mote than 5 years, I am conservative.
    For me after 25 years the time has gone very quickly.
    Smallville and your dog have more than 5 years.
    Your dog is a nice big beast. I hope he does not hurt you when he plays with you.
    Live your life joyfully.

    Bye
    Claude.

  • Lucy

    Aww..what a cute little dog! He looks adorable! I am a huge animal lover. I have 5 dogs! Ya, 5 dogs! and they are the cutest things in the world!

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