Oh my god. I feel like I am 13 sometimes. I have been getting so flustered around people I like recently. When I am around men and woman whom I think are super cool, I turn into a bumbling goon.
This is a new progression in my personal evolution. Oh yeah, I used to be cool as a cucumber, quick witted with the ability to totally sass back to any and everyone. But that all changed when I decided to be honest. Now? Watch out! The most awkward girl ever is named Allison Mack and she is going to be forgetting sentences and tripping over her own heels at a theatre near you very soon.
Oy, I so look forward to the day when grace, humility, and honesty are things I live consistently. When the muscle of my ideal self is strong enough, through the practice of upholding, that I no longer feel like a 9 -month-old breaking away from the coffee table for her first round of right foot, left foot.
That will be the day!