You know what is so funny? I struggle so much to maintain anything in my life. I buy a plant, water and cultivate it for a few weeks and then it dies. I buy a sweater, wear it everyday for a month or two and then, it pills, gets dirty, and done.
It’s like I’m looking for the fresh, easy feeling and once it is over, instead of putting in the effort to build and maintain it–go really deep with it, I jump out and move on.
So consequently, I feel a strong sense of emptiness in my life. Since I began to see this in myself, I have made a pledge to build more depth in myself and in my life; to stick with things and build my ability to maintain and grow depth… just the next step in my staircase of growth!