When you are so tired you feel like your eyes lashes each weigh 10 lbs. I find I am running so fast in races I care so much about I am collapsing at the end of every day. Hitting limitations and finding where I end in relationship to my abilities. I started a movie Monday morning after ending a month of traveling and classes.

Running ragged and loving it. Sorry if my blogs haven’t made much sense lately. I write them at the end of my days, and sometimes my thoughts are just one big run on sentence.

Thanks for reading my nonsense.
xo
a

Add yours Comments – 39

  • Susana

    on June 13, 2009 at 5:56 pm

    awww i’m sorry you feel so tired all the time, but who wouldn’t be with what you have going on that was alot. I am glad to hear you are loving it though πŸ™‚ especially doing something you enjoy so much.

    I am glad to hear you are doing so well, & don’t worry about not making sense I think we understand you, I sometimes do that too except i am the same even in my usual routines I babble & sometimes don’t make sense but I think we understood :). I love your blogs keep em coming

    Take Care,

    Susana

  • Ruthie

    on June 13, 2009 at 6:00 pm

    Your nonsense makes absolute sense. I’m so glad you take time to write it! Give those eyelids a rest πŸ™‚

  • Aziza

    on June 13, 2009 at 6:00 pm

    Hey, don’t worry about it that much. It’s always been wonderful reading your blogs – whether it’s a an ocean of intellectual insight or just some random thought that flows out of your psyche. Good luck in your movie and give it your best shot. Okay, you don’t need me to tell you that because your self will is strong. πŸ™‚ But anyways, don’t tire yourself too much, yeah, Ally Mack is out to take on the world but even she needs some R and R once in a while. Take care chick.

  • Jenny_1982

    on June 13, 2009 at 6:03 pm

    Sounds like you could use a little R&R.

  • Ritinha

    on June 13, 2009 at 6:24 pm

    Your words makes sense. Thanks for write for us. πŸ˜€
    I’m very happy for you remenber us.
    Thank you πŸ˜€
    Give a pause for your eyes ;D

    XOXO

  • Jade Ruby

    on June 13, 2009 at 6:33 pm

    Actually, I kinda imagined that it would be that way. I remember this story of an orator. Every time he gave a speech he had everyone on their feet and energized for days. While at the end of each speech, he would collapse in his hotel room, where he had to recover for the next day. . . and another speech.

    Thanks for sharing. Get some well deserved rest.

  • Kathy

    on June 13, 2009 at 6:35 pm

    Your blogs have made perfect sense, but I just worry that you might be burning the candle at both ends.

    Do not forget to take time out to just relax!

  • eddiewulf

    on June 13, 2009 at 6:42 pm

    it doesn’t matter if your blogs just say hi ! we still understanding you cause i think everyone know how it feels after a week or more of sleeping just a few hours or even less that is terrible so find a moment to rest

    ^-^ eddie wulf

  • Matt

    on June 13, 2009 at 6:47 pm

    Sounds like you’re super busy. I hope you find time to rest.

    Matt =)

  • Jenny_1982

    on June 13, 2009 at 6:56 pm

    By the way Allison,what do you run on? Red Bull? Coffee with 10 sugars? I would love to know what keeps you going.

  • TheatreGuru

    on June 13, 2009 at 8:39 pm

    That’s the way to live life Allison, pushing our energy til you collapse and you’re a fine example of how to not waste a minute. Glad your artistic passion is in such fine tune. Looking forward to seeing you in Smallville again in fall.

  • merbyn

    on June 13, 2009 at 9:23 pm

    Ecclesiastes 2:24,25 With a man there is nothing better [than] that he should eat and indeed drink and cause his soul to see good because of his hard work. This too I have seen, even I, that this is from the hand of the [true] God.
    congratulations for your work!. hey I’m from venezuela, I like to know your opion on happiness! although we hardly have time
    excuse my English! ups!
    merbyn&nohelia

  • adrenaline

    on June 13, 2009 at 9:26 pm

    Sometimes sleep deprivation is the catalyst for some brilliant stuff; then again it could just be nonsensical gibberish. Both are good, I guess.

  • Rafael Ribeiro

    on June 13, 2009 at 9:27 pm

    Hi Allison! you’re so lovely and special to me!
    you don’t know how much…

    You don’t need to blame yourselft, if you’re.
    In the end of the day our mind are so tired
    that there’s no one person that can do anything
    more, we only think about sleep and relax…

    Remember: congradulations and keep runnig after
    your dreams! and I’m doing the same things
    to meet with you…

    God bless you!
    =D

    R.

  • Bouroux

    on June 13, 2009 at 9:50 pm

    Hi Allison.
    During your next day off, just think about you. Do not use your car, rest quietly at home and trying not to think too.
    Change things in our lives drains a lot of energy because it must adapt. Even if the changes are voluntary, we must assume.
    When we believe in compassion and the second chance, a change in a change should never be excluded. There’s just idiots who do not change their minds.
    Your blogs are always interesting and reflect what you lives.
    Just tell us something you liked to do in your day is always very interesting.
    Do not hesitate to tell us about your film or sent us a photo of your character.

    Sometimes the actress plays her character so well that it sticks to her skin.
    Currently, your character lives of destructive activities, but it will find the right path in a purpose that gives hope.

    Allison thank you for taking the time to share with us.
    Takes care of you, respect your limits and find the best possible balance.
    Good night.

    Claude

  • Beth

    on June 13, 2009 at 9:56 pm

    Don’t worry. That made complete sense to me and it’s awesome that you make the effort to post on your blog even when you’re as exhausted as you are. Most of us have probably been there at some point or another. I get it.
    Plus I think it would be safe to assume that it’s all worth it for you because you are so into what you do everyday; you fit in as much as you can and you take out as many lessons and experiences as you can from all that you do.
    It is because of this that you will never cease to amaze me.

    Now get some well earned and deserved rest before you actually collapse on all of us.

    xoxo
    Beth

  • Amanda N.

    on June 13, 2009 at 10:15 pm

    I love reading your blogs,there never nonsence to me.They make perfect sense.I know how you feel when your just working so hard and your so tired,but you continue becuse it is a very good thing you want to be involved in.Allison you may think this seems like some nonsence,but it’s far from it.It’s very understandable considering how hard you’ve been working this summer.I am just glad you have also been having tons of fun too.I also like that in this blog you are happy with the stuff you have been doing,and not confused or frustrated with something in your life.It’s very cool how much aspirations you have and how you go about making them come true.I am really excited for you with this new film.Good luck with it,work hard but have fun too.I hope you get the chance to get some sleep,but perhaps that will come only after all the hard work.Your gonna do awesome with this role.I am so very excited and thrilled to see the final outcome.

  • Bouroux

    on June 13, 2009 at 11:14 pm

    The important thing is to love the things we do.
    Although it is tiring, it’s a good tired. Much easier to live.
    One of the clues is when you wake up in the morning, feel tired, but we want to get up.
    Have fun on the film.

  • Beth

    on June 14, 2009 at 12:14 am

    Jenny says: By the way Allison,what do you run on? Red Bull? Coffee with 10 sugars? I would love to know what keeps you going.

    Jenny, i think allison mack’s energy comes naturally to her, unlike the rest of us who seem to have to rely on artificial highs.

  • Beth

    on June 14, 2009 at 12:33 am

    Adrenaline says: Sometimes sleep deprivation is the catalyst for some brilliant stuff; then again it could just be nonsensical gibberish. Both are good, I guess.

    I totally agree with this. Some of the best school work i have produced in the last decade has been completed at the last minute with far fewer hours of sleep than i usually get. It’s probably because of the fear that comes with thinking you wont get it done in time. The pressure forces you to get your mind stuck into whatever it is.
    If i have say a week to do an assignment, i probably wont even think about starting the day i get it. Two or three days later ill start thinking fuck i really have to get this started and the night before its due ill be thinking fuck i really have to get this finished.

    This process has led to several ‘A’s.
    Sounds strange but you always get through it in the end.

  • Beth

    on June 14, 2009 at 12:45 am

    huh thats cool that it tells you if youre about to accidentally leave a duplicate comment

  • Dream_Walker

    on June 14, 2009 at 12:51 am

    Giving everyhting You got out really takes a toll on yourself… i know. Thats why me and my m8 go camping soon for 5 days minimum, by seaside, cells offline, no distractions just peace and quiet with nature, respect – Bear Grylls πŸ˜€ Everything You do Allison sounds so fantastic, amazing and interesting i admit im little jealous of life U have hehee, U make such waves out there, but U gotta remember to take time of Ur own too πŸ˜‰ Enjoy the fruits of Your labour even if shortwhile πŸ˜› Enjoy Summer!, DW

  • Lily

    on June 14, 2009 at 2:08 am

    I don’t think it is nonsense. It is about your everyday experiences in life, your work, your thoughts, special moments,…it is what makes you a real person.

    It is a delight to read it all. You inspire me to enjoy life to the fullest, to step out of my comfort zone, to believe in myself, to love myself and, to push my limits. Also, I’ve come to believe that I can achieve my goals and realize my dreams with passion and dedication.

    I often wonder how you do it all. You are doing so many amazing different things and you have a personal life as well. There is a lot going on in your life but, you look gorgeously fresh-faced, healthy and, fit and you are radiant with enthusiasm, creativity, zest for life and passion.

    Don’t forget to take a break every now and then to recharge your batteries, to enjoy ‘me-time’ and to spend time with family and friends, …

    Wishing you a wonderful Sunday.

  • Robin

    on June 14, 2009 at 7:43 am

    No need to apologise Allison, I have no idea how you manage to fit 30 hours of work/activities into 24 hours…

    All of us here are who read or on occasion add comments are fans of the various works you produce, and quite understand and appreciate that we are very lucky that you take the time to spark debate,share in the discussions and offer various thoughts on all sorts of subjects on this site.

    Don’t forget to take a breather, share a coffee or glass(s) of wine with others in the “real” World, sometimes the last thing any of us want to do is stare at a computer screen after a long day of work!
    Take care and keep well.

  • Smallvillekent

    on June 14, 2009 at 8:21 am

    Allison I don’t know how you do it. I think you have more energy than all of us combined. Looking foward to the new movie and season 9 of Smallville. Make sure you take some time for yourself to rest and relax. Your blog friend Peter.

  • Ornella Santilli

    on June 14, 2009 at 8:54 am

    Dear Allison:
    I will follow until the end…

  • Ornella Santilli

    on June 14, 2009 at 8:55 am

    … and I’ll read whatever you write…

  • Ornella Santilli

    on June 14, 2009 at 8:56 am

    …’cause I admire you a lot and I think…

  • Ornella Santilli

    on June 14, 2009 at 8:59 am

    … You’re a great model to follow!!!

  • Ornella Santilli

    on June 14, 2009 at 9:01 am

    A huge hug and a big kiss.

    Ornella your eternal fan from Argentina.

    P.S: please, rest and eat well, ok?

  • Jesse

    on June 14, 2009 at 10:32 am

    Hi Allison

    That’s great that you love it experiencing everything, I hope you continue with that upswing. Umm

    -jesse

  • Katlynne

    on June 14, 2009 at 10:45 am

    I just have to say, your “no sense” blogs, are still so poetic! Keep up the amazing work! Can’t wait to see what this new film is all about! Much Love, Katlynne :]]

  • Raziellus

    on June 14, 2009 at 12:51 pm

    Nonsense hmmmm? Well, I like reading it anyway.

    It sounds like you’re pushing yourself in areas you want to be pushing in, so kudos to you. It’s an earned tired, a good exhaustion. You seem to be good at filling up on life, that’s awesome! It’s going to take you places you’d never imagine. I’m sure you’ll enjoy the ride.

    ~Andy

  • william

    on June 14, 2009 at 7:30 pm

    NONSENSE! NEVER! allison I love your blog and I think its all your ideas and zest for life that makes you such a fun amazing person! thanks for even just saying hi somedays, dont work to hard and get rest, gald u enjoy your work though! We understand and love your blogs!!!
    william

  • Brittany

    on June 16, 2009 at 6:25 pm

    Sleep Allison!!!! Lol. I’m sorry your tired. You do so much! It’s great but you need to rest! I don’t care if it’s nonsense, I love reading your blogs! They mean the world to me.
    Take care.
    Much love & support,
    BrittanyXOXOXO

  • Electra

    on July 18, 2009 at 3:12 pm

    Quote: β€žThanks for reading my nonsense.”

    – Well, I guess some of us could say the same from time to time. πŸ˜‰

  • SL-II

    on August 3, 2009 at 3:23 pm

    Hi there Allison.Just want to say you’re doing great,I
    can understand the feeling wanting to do more,I do
    that myself.But at times you just have to stop and
    take a good deep breath.I read this somewhere:Rest
    is your best weapon.Taking your time and beeing at
    full charge is the best.And don’t worry about your
    blogs not making sense,they’re perfectly O.K.You
    are doing so great!

  • bwhited1968

    on October 21, 2009 at 7:36 pm

    Hey Allison!

    I have been kind of working backward with the site here and I thought I would respond. That you are exhausted at the end of each day is a good thing. Your life is full. Take a look around. You are living the life of your dreams (I hope)! How many of us can really say that? I say enjoy the ride. There will come a time for rest, and quiet, and hanging with Bosley on a Sunday morning with nothing to do. For now, as long as you end the day glad for the experiences you have had, I say go full throttle and know all of your fans are behind you!

    Bruce

  • Isobella-Chloe

    on May 3, 2010 at 12:07 am

    Allie, your “nonsense” is inspiring. I must admit. i have some issues with staying happy, but i come on here, read your blogs… and i feel inspired to go out, write something, sing, Act out some stuff and have my parents knocking on my door asking my why i am talking to myself and fall over laughing. So, keep up the “nonsense” because, i love it!