Written June 14th:
Ok, so I feel like Thumblina. I am the smallest girl in the world right now. My car feels too big, my house feels too big, the world feels huge. I have never been so aware of how small and insecure I feel most of the time. I look at the world around me, I look at the over inflated idea I have of myself and I look at the things that inspire me. The balloon pops, I fizzle when reality sets in.
But I am humbled, I am humbled and I am grateful.
My ego has been exposed as a facade and I am a much nicer person for it. It is funny, we ask for change, we seek it out, and yet once we find this change, we are surprised by the growing pains. So this Thumblina will tuck herself into her massive bed, count her blessings and thank each and every person in her life. In this big wide world it is nice to know you are not alone on the miniature shelf.
love love love
it’s all you need.